Today is my first as a mother.
I have been a little emotional today which I didn't think I would be. Motherhood is certainly an emotional ride but I was overwhelmed with thankfulness today. You see, I have something called PCOS (google it) which makes it more difficult for me to get pregnant. After trying for about a year we headed to see a specialist and were on our last chance at IUI when we got pregnant. Our next step would have been IVF. I have a lot of respect for those ladies who have had to go that route.
The day we found out about Kayla was very surreal. I was just expecting the test to be negative. I had seen so many negatives that when it read "pregnant", I literally had to catch myself on the bathroom counter because I could not believe it. We had been praying for so long and finally God had answered our prayers!
So today, as I looked at my beautiful, full of life 10 month old, I couldn't help but thank God for his faithfulness.
Today in church we sang a Chris Tomlin song called "Our God". As we sang it I lifted my hands high as tears streamed down my face. It reflected perfectly how I was feeling. My God is so much bigger than any obstacle we face. He can take something that seems impossible to us and turn it into a beautiful miracle.
Water You turned into wine
Open the eyes of the blind
There’s no one like You
None like You
Into the darkness You shine
Out of the ashes we rise
There’s no one like You
None like You
CHORUS
Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…
Into the darkness you shining
Out of the ashes we Rise
There’s no One like You
None like You.
Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…
Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…
BRIDGE
And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
What can stand against?
Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…
Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…
And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
And if Our God is for us, then who can ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
Then what can stand against?
Then what can stand against?
Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…
Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…
